i feel ultraduperuber sucky at this moment of time.

where to start from, and it's shitting hard being unable to blog out everything on my mind.
jason says:
zhen de so hard to like a person?

why am i no...oh, nvm.
argghhhh, i'm feeling seriously fucked up and i hate myself, and i'm sure if any of you guys are in my shoes, you'd feel the same way too.

don't do things that you don't want others to do to you
i said i wouldn't wanna hurt another soul
i know the pain and if you wanna know, no matter how much it was, i know you're still somewhere deep inside, maybe not that much but that tinny-winny bit still do exist.

it's not about how much happiness one can bring, it's about how much one can accept.

i think i've just did something really wrong.
the nearing date is making me feel worse, why.